February 2011
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i honestly..
Don’t know why i stick around for people. I care for them but they just act like it’s whatever. If they don’t give a shit, then why should i? I put my effort and my time and it’s gone all to a waste.
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When there’s any person I become interested in I become jealous when other people talk to them. I tend to keep it inside and in time I start to let them drift because I know they’ll find someone better.
January 2011
31 posts
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When I start to crush on someone, they don’t like me back.
But when I’ve gotten over them, that’s when they start to like me.
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I heard you good with them soft lips.
I heard you good with them chopsticks.
I heard you good with them soft tits.
Well I heard you were good with..wait. I heard you weren’t good with anything.
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missing someone hurts, it hurts because all you have are memories to bare with.
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Why is it hard to be friends with the opposite...
As soon as I start talking to them, or messing (as in joking) around with them it’s like they think I’m flirting when I’m not. I try to act mean so they don’t get the wrong signal but it never works. When I try to be friends with them a majority of the time they’ll end up liking me. When that happens after I find out or they tell me, things just get awkward....
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Everything I do, i feel like it’s just all wrong. I always ask myself everyday wtf am I doing here. I feel so out of place. I’m never happy, I haven’t been happy for real in the longest time. I’m always upset inside. I hate it. I hate everything as of right now. I hate school. I hate life. I hate people. I hate everything.
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I miss...
being kissed on the lips.
i miss cuddling.
i miss being sweet or being a bitch, every mood you could think of with someone.
i miss taking cute silly pictures.
i miss having a hand to hold.
i miss having someone to talk to on the phone late at night.
i miss having someone to call “mine and only mine.”
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Sometimes I wonder why I'm hesitating to text you.
Why can’t I just send a simple text “hey”? Why do I always wait, when phones work two ways? Why am I holding back?
Oh thats right. Because I feel like a bother, I don’t want to annoy you or anything. I feel like if I text you, I’ll be disappointed if I get a new text message and it’s not from you. Then I start assuming. You must be too busy, you probably think...
Forgetting someone you can't forget. →
chrissieeyy:
When you lose someone significant, whether it’s an ex-friend or an ex-love, filled with bitterness and disappointment you rack your brain to find a justifiable reason to hate them just so it’d be easier to let go. Paralyzed by the pain and overwhelmed by the shock of the situation, you wish that you two had never met. Flashbacks become the salt over the open wounds, the knife in...
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The most attractive thing I find about the...
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It’s funny how someone who caused you so much bull shit and made you feel useless stops talking to you for a while. Then one day, out of no where they come back and start talking to you like everything’s okay.
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JUST BECAUSE...
pharinaababe:
I’m not known, don’t act like I’m less important than you are.
I’m quiet, don’t treat me like I don’t exist.
I take pictures of myself, don’t assume I’m not insecure.
I smile, doesn’t mean I’m fully happy.
I vent out my depressing feelings, don’t assume I’m seeking for attention.
just because..you’re no different than me as a real human being. just because You don’t know me.
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just a thought.
pharinaababe:
You know the times when you see that one person who broke your heart? When you’re at school and look around then accidentally come across into eye contact? You glance at him/her but quickly look away then your eyes go down like you didn’t see anything but they already saw you. You kind of just drop a little inside right? Sometimes i wonder what that person was thinking about. I...
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I'm sorry I may come off as clingy...
pharinaababe:
but it’s because i care a lot.. I’m sorry if I want to talk to you because I miss hearing your voice. I’m sorry for texting you constantly because I miss you. I’m sorry for getting on your case about girls because someone better might just come along and capture your heart. I’m sorry for leaving sometimes because I can’t handle getting hurt. I’m sorry for being so caring because...
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Can we.. →
Text all day long? Have the goofiest conversations that makes us giggle everytime we read each others text? Better yet send cute/sweet texts that put smiles on our faces or get into deep conversations that gets us comfortable and be able to open up to each other?
Have late night midnight phone calls? Talking about the randomest things, hearing each others cute voices(: and listen to the silence...
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You're so far away.
pharinaababe:
Whenever you’re sad, I wish I could just come and hug you tightly in my arms.
Whenever you need a smile, I wish i could be there and embarrass myself just to make you happy again.
When you’re lonely, I wish i could be there to comfort you.
I wish, i could be there.
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pharinaababe:
See somebody cute. You’re with your parents.
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I'm tired,
i’m tired,
of letting people take advantage of me that only hurts myself in the end. People walk all over me just as easy as stepping over a doormat. They knock off all the dirt from their shoes and smother me until I look worthless.
i’m tired,
of people walking in and out of my life. What’s the point of coming in when all they’ll do is leave? I’m sick of being...
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January 21 2011
This is my new blog. I deleted my old one because I made a mistake and I was being stupid, I didn’t think before I actually did it. New start i guess? Man this is going to take a while..fml. Btw some of the older posts are from google that i found of mine and reblogged it so yeah okay bye.