My mind is so indecisive and my heart doesn’t know what to follow. How can I keep going forward if there’s nothing there? But I know when it’s gone I’m going to regret it and want it all back. Why is it so hard to feel the way I used to feel? I can’t see myself, I don’t know what I’m doing. I question sometimes, am i doing too little or too much? Regardless, it’s not the same right now. I need some time to myself.

(Source: pharinaababe)