I hate pretending not to care even though it hurts me. That’s the thing about my emotions, it’s all hollowed in my soul to the point nobody notices. I hate having to fake a smile so it seems like everything is okay, when it really isn’t. I wish they knew, i wish you knew what I’m really thinking inside this little mind of mine. I wish you could see through my emotions and understand me, but you don’t. Nobody understands and no one will. It’s like everyday I have to wake up with a smile but in the end I’ll wipe off that “smile” and fall asleep. I try to let people in, yet the only thing is i’ll always still feel alone.

(Source: pharinaababe)